"u R jUz mY mAiD"...

*sOb*
TaTs iT...
i HaD eNuFF...
AfTeR aLL i hAd DoNe n WaT i GeT iS... " u R jUz mY mAiD..."
mAiD...wAt a tErM tO dEsCribLe mI...
feLt LiKe aN iDioT...
mAyBe i HaVe tHinK tOo mUcH aLL tHeSe wHiLe...
oR mAyBe i HaVe mIsrEaD aLL dE sIgNs...
ReALi aNgRy wItH mYsELf...
y aM i sO sTupId...
I sHLd hAvE rEaLisE iT LoNg aGo tAT iM oNLy dReAminG...
iM jUz a SiDeKiCk, a SpArE...
eVeRytHinG aRd fEeL sO gRaY...
mAyBe iTz mY kArMa...
ReaLi rEgReTeD dOiNg sO mAnY hOrrIbLE thINgS n HuRtInG sO mAnY ppLe iN dE pAsT...

hAiz...

iM tIrEd n ExHaUsTeD tO pLaY aNyMoRe gAmEs...

LL hAvE tO mOvE oN wItH LifE...
n StArT aFrEsH...
tHouGh i dUnNo wHeThEr iS iT dE bEsT cHoiCe aNoT oR LL i RegReT iT aNoT...
bUt iT iS dEfiNaTeLy bEtTeR tHeN bEiNg sOmeOneS' mAiD...